【Destiny 2】Book: The Man They Call Cayde - Deal

All joking aside—maybe I've made mistakes. Maybe some more recently than others.

 

Hard to believe, I know, but maybe it's true. Maybe.

 

Here's the thing about mistakes: you learn from them. Again, this is assuming the theoretical concept of me having made some mistakes is true. So, yeah, maybe that's what I'm doing. Trying to learn from these very hypothetical slipups. Turning inward, they call it. "They" being Ikora. Eris calls it something different. Eris calls a lotta things something different.

 

I miss that girl.

 

But here I am stalling—buying time.

 

This ain't easy for me.

 

Thought it would be. Easy, I mean. Or, at least… easier than this. Thought a lot of things would be easier. Hell… Thought a lotta things about a lotta things. But maybe that's what makes me the person I am. Makes any of us part of humanity—all our big thoughts and big plans, hopes and dreams and all that squishy nonsense.

 

OK, fine, look: If I'm playing at honesty, and I think that's what I'm doing here, maybe those hopes and dreams are all that really matters. Just, not losing sight of them is the hard part. Life is full of those little distractions that fudge the edges, make those hopes and dreams a little blurrier.

 

That's the power of "maybes," I suppose—the temptation of… playing both ends against the middle.

 

Maybes provide… wiggle room. And I like my edges fudgy. And I loooooves me some wiggle room. But if I'm gonna stay true to this whole rambling "dear diary" how-do-ya-do business, guess what I'm sayin' is…

 

Guess what I'm saying is, I'm sick of "maybes." And, if I'm a straight shooter—and I'm nothing if not—then I gotta shoot straight… even when there ain't a gun in my hand.

 

So, let's… let's keep this between me and you, OK?

 

Here's the deal: My name is Cayde-6…

 

And this is my story.

 

 

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농담은 제쳐두고 내가 실수를했을 수도 있습니다. 아마도 다른 것보다 더 최근일 것입니다.

믿기 ​​어렵지만 사실 일 수도 있습니다. 아마도.

실수에 대한 것은 다음과 같습니다. 실수로부터 배웁니다. 다시 말하지만 이것은 내가 실수를했다는 이론적 개념이 사실이라고 가정하는 것입니다. 그래서, 예, 아마도 그게 제가하는 일입니다. 이 가상적인 실수로부터 배우려고합니다. 안쪽으로 돌리면 그들은 그것을 부릅니다. "그들은"아이 코라입니다. Eris는 그것을 다른 것으로 부릅니다. Eris는 많은 것을 다른 것으로 부릅니다.

그 여자가 그리워요.

그러나 여기서 나는 시간을 벌고있다.

이건 쉬운 일이 아닙니다.

그럴 것이라고 생각했습니다. 진정해. 아니면 적어도… 이것보다 쉽습니다. 많은 일이 더 쉬울 것이라고 생각했습니다. 지옥… 많은 것에 대해 많은 것을 생각했습니다. 하지만 그게 저를 제 사람으로 만드는 것 같습니다. 우리 모두를 인류의 일부로 만듭니다. 우리의 모든 큰 생각과 큰 계획, 희망과 꿈, 그리고 그 모든 멍청한 넌센스.

좋아요,보세요 : 제가 정직하게 행동하고 그게 제가 여기서하는 일이라고 생각한다면 아마도 그 희망과 꿈이 정말 중요한 전부일 것입니다. 다만, 눈을 잃지 않는 것이 어려운 부분입니다. 인생은 가장자리를 흐릿하게 만들고 희망과 꿈을 조금 흐리게 만드는 작은 산만 함으로 가득 차 있습니다.

그것이 "maybes"의 힘이라고 생각합니다. 중간에 맞서 양쪽 끝을 플레이하려는 유혹입니다.

어쩌면 제공… 흔들리는 방. 그리고 나는 내 가장자리가 흐릿한 것을 좋아합니다. 그리고 나는 약간의 흔들림 방을 loooooves. 하지만 내가이 모든 "친애하는 일기"에 충실 할 거라면, 내가 무슨 말을하는지 맞춰봐.

내가 말하는 것은 "어쩌면"에 질 렸어. 그리고 만약 내가 똑바로 사수이고 그렇지 않다면 아무것도 아니라면 똑바로 쏴야 해요 ... 손에 총이 없을 때도 요.

그러니 ... 이건 나와 너 사이에 두자, 알았지?

거래는 다음과 같습니다. 제 이름은 Cayde-6입니다…

이것이 제 이야기입니다.

 

 

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